I might have saved her, had I listened to the warnings in my heart. (and yeah: I know that’s just not true.)
I’m going to succumb to a nap, and try and silence these voices. I’m sad, I’m frustrated, i’m angry.
Mostly, I’m sad. Mostly, I miss my Mom.
She never, ever got to see me perform magic.
She went to every performance she could when I was an actor, when I was a singer. She insisted on video tapes when she couldn’t.
She would have adored Grace and Braiden.
She would have lit up when i took her to the Castle …
Fuck … this hurts. Life isn’t fair, but my Mother always taught me to love it, anyway. And to channel that love outward.
Thank you for listening.