Someone earlier asked my about my ‘happy place’, my ‘peaceful, thoughtful spot’.
I’m young … just starting to have questions about the world around me. My parents were still happy with each other. Grandpa Jack is still alive.
We’re sitting in his usual, favorite spot. Three quarters of the way down Scotch Bonnet Pier. It’s a hot summer day, but the breeze coming off the ocean is cool. I can feel the power of the sea, moving the pier and tugging gently on my fishing line.
Moving water. Distant sound of the surf.
I can smell the sea salt, the fresh fish we just caught, now chilling in ice.
I can tilt my face up and feel warm sunshine. I try to imagine how high the sky is …
Lately I’ve forced myself to be alone. A lot. I think about You. A lot.
The ocean is still there, the sky is still there. Everything else has faded into time. The horizon … is no closer.
There is peace in these memories. Hope.